still here...

totally not in the mood to blog lately.
life is still unsettled...
and it makes me "moody" often.

can you believe it's already been 4 friggen months of living with our families?!? god, that sentence alone makes me want to cry.

anyway, i keep thinking about "American Idol - Idol Gives Back" and am kicked back into the reality that I really shouldn't feel sorry for myself. I mean...we drink fancy Starbucks coffee almost every day. My son is healthy. I have a husband who loves me. I have friends that I can count on. My family is so understanding.

I'm sure some people would even consider me lucky.